i want freshwater

July 15, 2008


dear aiden,

so i am unhappy today. i am mad at you for not doing as i say, when i say it. i don’t want to be the one who jumps at every beckon and call…. cuz i’m not all about being there for u. i wanted to hug u… and u didnt wanna cuddle. fine…. when i’m long gone…. you won’t have to worry. i wanted to stay close…. and i ended up in pain. why does it work out that way? compromise goes both ways?
i dunno. cuz all my compromises were one way streets…. compromising way tooo much or not at all. i want you to compromise also. i want this to work. i know about the two way fountain….. water in- water out… keeping water fresh… i know about the two way street… that enables both directions. i want that. compromise in it’s proper form. how can i get that?

i don’t want to be the old indian woman who’s always in the kitchen. i don’t wanna be the one…. who when u cry out for a back rub…. i drop everything and blow ur mind with my tender touch. i want it to go both ways. i want an amazing backrub too. i wish i could be my own partner sometimes. if i could clone myslef, i’d totally be a devout lezbo.

anyways aiden, i just wanted u to know that u are a schmuck for not rubbing my back today… and i am hugely pissed. ok bye.

love you,
carmen

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4 Responses to “i want freshwater”

  1. john on July 15th, 2008 5:59 am  Vote: Add rating 0  Subtract rating 0  

    speaks volumes!!!

  2. Lcpl Gosine USMC on July 16th, 2008 2:55 pm  Vote: Add rating 0  Subtract rating 0  

    Sometimes i think the same thing but i can’t be a fag lol. g
    Grunts lead the way………..0311 for life…………………………………..

  3. Anonymous on July 18th, 2008 10:02 pm  Vote: Add rating 0  Subtract rating 0  

    Carmen
    Some women think of their boyfriends or husbands as God; they worship them and everything they say thinking that it is an act of love.When their boyfriends/husbands know that they have cast that spell on you- it never go two ways, its always about him him and him …..what he want or feel is always important and you will never be his priority.

    Stop being second in his life and put him to the test, let him help you prepare dinner, give you a back rub, send you flowers and cards, take you out for a romantic dinner….do something and if he is not intrested then i guess he is not right for you. Men think that their work is hard but they do not know of the responsibilities and obligations women endure for their love and happiness.

  4. Reader on July 19th, 2008 12:52 am  Vote: Add rating 0  Subtract rating 0  

    Anonymous,

    Saying “men” is generalizing, don’t you think? Or are you basing that on past experiences?

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